Boredom

It happened all the time. I’d tell myself I was bored, tell myself that alcohol wouldn’t cure my boredom, perseverate on that alcohol, and drink. Then I’d get to that horrid spot of drunken boredom. Alcohol didn’t cure my boredom, loneliness, sadness, anxiety or depression. It made it worse. I used to stand on my back porch with a drink and a cigarette and keep an eye on my young son through the sliding glass door. I’d get the feeling that I was on the side of death and watching him from my hell. Or my purgatory. That all sounds hellish to me. And very sad. Glad it’s behind us now…no one deserves that life. Happy Tuesday, sober family! Keep it simple today.
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